Heart Stuck in Throat
May 2021 It's truly a big month. My heart stuck in my throat. Sometimes I want to throw up. Looking at houses. Getting the house in a seller's market Seeing my past come by My husband was really supportive My son got upset about the thought of having to live in California He got upset therefore he got me upset. My daughter insists that she is too emotional therefore needs her medication increased Feeling useless Feeling like a failure Also, my daughter grieves her dad Because she missed him so Misinterpreting it as having a mental breakdown Big emotions Complicated emotions Sifting through them is tough Tomorrow we go back to Tennessee What the future holds Is uncertainty You want to make things fit just right. It's hard and there are Too many sacrifices. You know life is so complicated I've written about wanting it to fit Just perfectly so in whatever container I want it to But it never does I get discouraged You look at your children as extensions of yourself And y